He changed first, it's been 3 years...I feel like my friendship is unwanted, I pulled back first and now I pulled back I feel he hates me. I can't get closer to him because of how things were handled originally with us.... ugh, I'm going through it. Cause part of me want to reach out and be the person I was before. ..care free told him any and every thing trust him again. ..but the other part finds it so difficult, I'm so guarded when dealing with him, I'm scared he'll play me or pull back like he did before, I don't know what or why the hell it's like this.... I'm not like this I'm blunt friendly caring funny, well at least I think I'm funny. ..how should this matter be approach, we've been back and forth for 3 years now.. I don't care if he doesn't want me, I just want to regular and not so awkward around this regular guy.. :*( I'm stressed.
I think he hates me, I feel it
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Reach out tell him to hear you out1