I met a guy last summer and he was the only person that I have ever met that made me feel like I wasn't alone. I'm not sure why? He wasn't anything special I was just really attracted to him, in fact he was kind of a jerk, but he like filled some kind of avoid that was in my heart I guess ; (
I broke up with him a little over a month ago. I miss him so much it hurt I know I deserve better than him so I would pay that my chemo brain would kik in and erase the memory of him. now today I'm starting to forget. I can't remember all the little details it's, like there are black holes in my memory. I know what we did but I don't remember and pacific details. I thought forgetting would help me move on but I'm sartting to feel lonely again. Is there anything I can do to make this feeling stop?