Last time I took her back without hesitation. This time however I’m not sure if I want to be with her anymore, or if I am even in love with her. I find that interesting because when she broke up with me she told me that “She loved me but wasn’t in love with me anymore”, and now I feel the exact same way about her. This doesn’t make any sense to me because until a few weeks ago my love her always stood strong. Yea I talked to a few girls when we were separated but I never had any feelings for them just my ex. My ex is my first love, and honestly she is one of my best friends. She was has changed my life for the better in many ways. And I gave her my all in the relationship. However after everything that has happened I don’t trust her anymore and I have begun to resent her a little bit.
Here’s where things get tricky. Last night she told me she may be pregnant with my baby. Regardless on if she is pregnant or not I still want to be in love with her and I want to be with her but at the same time I don’t want to get hurt again. However if she is pregnant I feel like it is also important to help her get over her fear of commitment. My question is how can I look past everything that she has done so I can repair our relationship? Also how can I stop with her fear of commitment?