Most Helpful Girl
It will take some time but from the sounds of it, you want to be with him and I dont think you'll be able to forget these feelings until you get what you want. Having strict parents really kills relationships (my parents are strict so I definitely know what you're going through). I think if you like him then just be with him. Like talk with him and hang out with him. You can't date him but I think you'd be able to satisfy your want of just being with him. And the only other thing left is to wait to it out. Maybe you could confess to him and talk with him. Maybe he will understand and like you back and even wait for you, too. There's a lot of possibilities of what you can do so it's all about what you are comfortable with doing because it's your life.