I'm not the type of girl who falls for guys easily. And last year, my sophmore year, was the first time i had feelings for a guy. He was different and stood out from the others guy who tried to ask me out. He keept me guessing like if he was interested in me or not. (Even i ask myself y i care if he like me that way) and without realizing it i had a strong feelings for him. I dont know why nor when i just know that i had them and still do. One friend told me that he loved me and i like him too (a lot) but there was one 'obstacle' in the way... my super strick parents. So now this year, i still like him but as friends even tho i still get lots of heartbeat whenever i see him. I don't know but i wanted him to be ny first in everything, i wanted to share moments in my life with him, to go through thick and thin with him. But it didn't turn out that way. So how can i forget him? I still find it hard to... in my mind i remember the way he looked at me, with such a warm smile that i never saw on anyone else. I dont want to distand myself since we r friends (not close friends but those u casually if u have the chance to talk and hang out) part of me hopes to meet him in the future since my strick parents won't be in the way. But is been a year and i still can't get him out of my mind, i want to move on. I dont like this feeling of hopelessness i have and helplessness i want to move on cuz my heart can't take this pain anymore.
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It will take some time but from the sounds of it, you want to be with him and I dont think you'll be able to forget these feelings until you get what you want. Having strict parents really kills relationships (my parents are strict so I definitely know what you're going through). I think if you like him then just be with him. Like talk with him and hang out with him. You can't date him but I think you'd be able to satisfy your want of just being with him. And the only other thing left is to wait to it out. Maybe you could confess to him and talk with him. Maybe he will understand and like you back and even wait for you, too. There's a lot of possibilities of what you can do so it's all about what you are comfortable with doing because it's your life.0