So few people understood it. Her mother would mentally abuse her, and keep us from being able to speak for months on end. I would wait for her, I did date inbetween at first but as I went on, it felt wrong. So I continue with the same old, but one day I check my email and its from her. I open and its from her sister, and as we shoot emails back and forth. Her sister tells me that she [my girlfriend] ran away from home months ago and no one knows where she is. I've finally accepted its over and have begun the grief process so I can move on. I have never had such a deep affection for another person before and she was my first and only serious girlfriend, since we were so young.
I think that will make it harder but I still need to do it. I just want to know what I should do? No one understands and I am so tired of having to suffer in silence.
I really wish this story was untrue, but its not. I feel like someone has stabbed me in the stomach with a screwdriver and twisted it around and around.