I called her 2 days later asking how she is because she was kind of unclear and I didn't know if if we still had a chance. Shestonewalled me acted like a bitch and said im wirh my friends not at he crying. Said Im not getting the reaction I wanted. I blew up.. I said I'm done with these mind games out of patience.. big ol fight. somwthing bad happened in my life and she messaged me a couple days later asking if I wanted the bday gift I got her back. I told her what happened and asked if we are done. She confirmed said this is just bad timing. I waited a month she was stalking me on social media and I'm pretty sure she thinks I was having sex with someone else already but never got brought up. I messaged her saying I need to talk about a couple background investigators talking to her for my new government job and I wanted to talk to her too. I ended up dealing with the business before. She seemed pissed off and emotional.
Went on a rant on how much I hurt her etc.. never showed her aby love at all. She feels used. I apologized I got emotional on the verge of crying but never like cried tears or anything. Could hear it in my voice and see my face trembling. I told her I want her and she said it's too late too much damage done. I left it at that didn't beg but asked to stay in contact talk her and there she ended contact. I left her a letter at her work with flowers just apologiz
- You look like you cared and confused with her signals
- You look like you lost your manhood.