Hi, I need to do this. I spent the last year or so going to specialists. It was found that I had inflammation in my head. It was like walking around with a concussion... which is why I was so hard to read and mood swings. I'm starting to feel like myself again.
I just want to say that you and I discussed slowing things down because I said it was going too fast. You told me you weren't upset and didn't want to ruin things with me. You ended it weeks later by telling me I wasn't ready for a relationship and you couldn't give me what I needed. I felt like you turned me down because of my depression.
I tried to talk to you to justify my behaviour because I was afraid of being depressed again. You ignored me. You told me that physical rejection would hurt you but I told you I couldn't handle being ignored... you promised to not ignore me.
You say I'm untrustworthy but depression is what is untrustworthy. It changes the way a person thinks. I saw the worst in others because I saw the worst in myself. Anything I said was out of confusion not malice. You told me you knew how hard depression was... and it was hell for me.
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I think you sound more like your accusing him for leaving than just wanting peace. Maybe reword it so it doesn't sound like that, especially if you've want to rekindle a friendship. Write less descriptive experiences and be positive on how yyouve grown as a person since you last spoke. Just be short and sweet, and let the past stay in the past.1