i wasn't happy.. he abused me and had trust issuesi am not good with displaying a lot of affection so he always thought i didn't love him enough.. after breaking up his brother met with an accident, i did sob all night but didn't let him know, to him i sympathized a bit while he continued letting out all his frustration on me.. i was not a moral support for him when he needed it the most as i was more concerned with the fact that if i let him a shoulder now we'll simply get back to square one.. the relation had been messed up for 8 Months or so and we had been really struggling to make things work, i felt i'd never be enough for him, complications were dire for this was a long distance relation we met once in a yearyear, he tried to patchup but i only raged out on him cuz i see no future.. i love this man.. he hates me now for the bitch i had been to him.. i hate myself.. any words of wisdom would really help
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Think of all the time you spent wasted trying beat a dead horse to give you a ride and it did not work? Sad thing. Now would have have gotten better result if you had talked to the dog or cat, if so then it is a good thing that buba must persue a new object of his thinking. Buy yourself a lolly pop find a nice place to sit and enjoy a moment with no anger, arugments, blaming and all the little peices of crap you no longer must deal with.