Most Helpful Guy
Love hurts and a broken heart is really painful to deal with. You loved him and probably had some "first times" with him in those 4 years.
But, good news for you, dear: eventually the pain WILL come to an end, and you'll just have some memories about this all.
Your world has NOT ended at all. You're 18, dear, and there are some billions of people out there in this crazy world. The bad news is that probably you may experience your heart being broken again in some future - but then you will remember this first time and be stronger.
Don't forget how precious you are just for being yourself.
Most Helpful Girl
it goes away, it just takes time and effort.
you gotta get yourself to do thinigs that make you happy and try to focus on you and think positively and know that you'll feel better one day.