I have NOT meant to lead him on, we haven't even made love for some reason, but I know by the way he speaks to me he seriously is invested and probably feels I am too... I haven't made it the clearest because I haven't known where I stand (it takes me this long to get to know someone is that a crime?)
I'm starting to feel seriously scared and guilty because ultimately I like spending time with him but for me the spark isn't there I've finally realised that I wouldn't want to be his girlfriend (we haven't used any titles but I foresee him telling all his friends about me etc etc). I tried to look past the attraction issue, but it really is stopping me truly wanting to be with him exclusively.
I'm very independent and maybe a little emotionally unavailable (little does he know) but I need to find a way to break it off with him... HOW?
I really didn't want to hurt him, he's so invested for some reason, and it's all too fast and emotional for me (eg. the texts he sends). A part of me doesn't feel it should be this hard - yes, we have spent a lot of time in the day, acting like a couple, day kissing etc, but we haven't even slept together nor know each other thaaaat well yet.
Worried, because he seems to be waiting for me when i return home for good from where i've been living on and off... PLEASE HELP!