So, we know each other for 10years (I'm 30, he is 37). But we became a couple 3years ago. Relationship started as sexual but it progressed to emotions and everything. Last 10months we're living together. Unfortunately he's absent from home most of the time due to work. Last 2months he was finally at home. Our relationship seemed almost perfect, we cleared any argument we had and both had a clear vision of what we wanted. One morning he announced it is over, because he doesn't feel anything special for me anymore. I was shocked, cried, but we talkee. He explained that his feelings changed, not knowing why, but he doesn't see me in his future anymore. He knows he should fight, but he is too tired to even be able to talk (he actually works 18hours per day, with maybe 0.5day off (per week)). He was not able to explain more as he stated he doesn't understand his feelings. I said I'll move out as soon as possible and will not spend another night there. Later he asked me if we can see each other in a week. I agreed. After a week we had a lovely day together: lots of fun and passionate sex. In the end i demanded we clear things out. He suggested "weekend relationship", i refused. Than he asked for a time for himself (to figure his issues) and we agreed to have a " break" for 2months. He said he will visit a therapist and we agreed that we will not be having sex or relationship with others (during break) and i will move out completely. Day later we had a funny exchange of texts (he was travelling to another country for work). After 3days i contacted him again, no reply. Meanwhile i moved out all my stuff and left him keys in mailbox. When he came back home, he sent me text, that he has been robbed (with smiley, stupid joke about noticing my absence). I replied casually (with hours of delay). He didn't reply anymore. After that I'm trying the "no contact" rule, because i'm still deeply hurting. He doesn't try to contact me. I don't understand his behaviour. Any advice?
I don't want to lose myself, my dignity and sanity... Every day is so hard being in this limbo.
Should I continue "no contact"? He doesn`t contact me, though.