Most Helpful Guy
What you should do is move on. You're obviously still head over heels for him and if you know that the relationship wasn't meant to be, you need to force yourself to forget him. You gain nothing by staying in the past like this, it'll only make things harder for you. You will feel better when you'll free yourself from his memory.
Most Helpful Girl
Sorry but you are stupid and immature. Saying "not meant to be" haha how the fuck do you know if anything is meant to be? Are you an oracle or something? You say you love him but it's not meant to be, like wtf? Stop lying to yourself and to us and just say that you don't love him, because if you did you wouldn't care about a goddamn marriage! And you would rather dump him then change your precious religion, so funny! And on top of that, you decided to just disappear without giving him reasons! Can you be a bigger of a coward? This guy doesn't deserve you. Call him on Skype and tell him you are a piece of shit and that you don't love him and that you did what you did because you are coward. If he is a normal guy he will tell you to go fuck yourself. GL!