Most Helpful Girl
It started Out with "Our distance" that he didn't care enough about you to love You Unconditionally from the start because it wasn't in his own Heart... To even consider you then.
Now you are both in this fighting match here, dear, and you are the One who has made all the efforts to 'Reconcile our relationship' with all your bubbly news, but something inside of you is even too scared to dare 'Text him' because you know what the consequences could be in the long run with stirring up another simmering pot that could result in Pot Luck.
I could tell you on my own end to 'End' the madness and walk away today and focus on your own life with little or no strife. I see if you continue down this problem path with him, it will be nothing but a Full circle Pattern and nothing will ever be Reconciled or Decided on because you both will always be locking horns instead of lip locking most of the time, no matter how close you are to him in distance and in heart.
It's a chance for romance and if you Need some sort of closure, take the step to find out where you might stand and whatever happens from that day forward, you would have been your own decision maker.
Good luck. xx