My two year live-in boyfriend broke up with me about a year ago. He dumped me out of the blue saying that we were incompatible. He profited on a temporary long distance to dump me cowardly via text. I was in total shock. I never realized he was so unhappy, but apparently he wanted to leave "months/years ago". About a month later I discovered that the "incompatibility" was actually another girl he met at work a couple of months before breaking up with me. Apparently they connected on FB right away (I did not even notice, I was not checking on him...) and were together immediately after he broke up with me. I have the feeling she has been stalking me through him when I did not even know about her existence... what are the odds that she shares *exactly* my same interests? I mean, exactly the same. Seems like she does everything to emulate what I do... She probably has been planning behind my back, with no shame! And he let her. :(
I am not going into the details of this break up, pathetic anf paiful. But I can well say it was the WORST experience in my entire life. My entire world collapsed. I paid so much for the break up, emotionally. I was so devastated. I felt he took advantage of me, using the trust I had in him. He lied to me, I feel our entire relationship was only a big effing lie. I lost my self esteem, I (still) cannot stop comparing myself with the other girl, that seems happier (of course!), prettier, smarter and overall better than me in every way. I got so depressed, that I am still not feeling well. Sometimes I feel so sad. I paid financially too, I lost my job and I was so depressend that I could not do anything for months and I am still undemployed.
I am still so full of anger... I am waiting for the day things will turn bad for them too... They deserve to go through what they put me through! I do hope karma exists... I just can't let go. And a year is gone. This is not normal, is it? :(
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Everyone goes through anger after a breakup so this is perfectly understandable to be going through. The worst part is that he did not even try to break up in a soft way, instead he just didn't care about how you felt and immediately got with someone else.1