I spent everyday with him for a couple months and he made me happy everyday and now that he's gone I don't have anything to make me that happy...
I don't even wanna get out of bed. I stay up all night sad and then I sleep all day and lay around and I eat too much junk food. I have friends but I don't want to see them. I am in between jobs. Haven't started the semester yet. If I could I would sleep 22 hours a day. I'm so so so depressed.
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I can relate to how you are feeling! I have just recently faced the exact same situation. It is so painful losing someone you had contact with on a regular basis, it is like they took part of you with them. You wonder if they ever think of you , and if they miss you like you miss them, you wonder if you will see them or have contact with them again. The hurt makes you feel physically sick.
Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows. The more you think about him, the more pain you are putting yourself through. You need to motivate yourself to get out of bed and see your friends, no matter how hard that may be. Sometimes people never get over someone , you just some how learn to live without them.
The pain is still raw, but it will fade , but only if you allow it too. Don't lose yourself while holding onto someone who doesn't care about losing you. Trust me... holding on is so much more painful then letting go. You had no control over him walking out of your life, but you do have the control over whether you will allow his actions to cause you to suffer. Never waste your emotions or tars over someone who doesn't know the value of them. xx
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