My girlfriend broke up with me because I pushed her to. I had warnings, but I did not listen. I know exactly what I did wrong. On the other side, I can't find anything that she did wrong, I feel like I was the problem and I feel bad. I could have spent my life with her. Now it's been a while since the break up, and I still love her.
Since that time, I've made a lot of change in my life, I study a lot, I do a lot of sport, I go out often and I have a new girl in my life. At the end of the day, the feelings in my heart doesn't change. I love my ex girlfriend and I really don't know what I could do more to fall out of love and to stop to think of her.
When I am succesfull in school or in sport, I want her to be the first to know. When I have bad news, I want to confide in her. I wonder what is going on in her life and I want to be there for her, I want to protect her. The fact is that I can't make contact with her, never ever. Even when I make out with other girls I think of her.
I once said to her: "I will always love you." I'm afraid I was right.
I won't do the same mistakes again with anyone. I work on myself, but, even if I become the "perfect guy", the fact is that she's gone forever.
I realize I don't want a girlfriend, I want to share my life with her, that's all. Why am I like this?
I must say I'm lost and I wonder if time will really heal.
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There's no ", switch", to turn off your feelings for someone. If there was then they'd be no one walking around broken- hearted. Sometimes people don't fall out of love with their ex. She was a huge part of your life, and by the sound of it... your whole world reolved around her.
Eventually you will adapt to her not being part of your life, but you might always love her. Part of your heart may always be reserved for her, but you will learn to live without her... you have no other choice. Sometimes being strong is the only choice you have 😊1