Of course, this led to us breaking up. Now Ryan had always been good to me. We planned out our family, getting married and having babies sometime in the near future. He'd spoil me with gifts often and was always there.
But I was always on his tail and often didn't cut him slack, and our final argument was what made him snap in the end.
He turned angry, hostile and venomous towards me after we broke up... a side I had never seen before. I tried to talk things out and apologise for my part, but he wouldn't let me. The more I tried, the more he hurt me.
Eventually, he started to ignore my messages. And I was getting very paranoid, as well as really upset. He was swearing at me a bit and being downright awful. So I messaged him and said I couldn't take it anymore, and blocked him off of Facebook so I couldn't contact him.
It's September now, and we haven't spoke since. He works in our local supermarket and I see him there now and then. We never look at each other or communicate if I'm doing my shopping there.
He's tried a couple of times now to make eye contact with me when I've been in, but I've been to hurt to return it. I also caught him staring at me when he thought I wasn't looking.
I just don't know what to do... I wish we could fix this and I still care for him, I just wish he knew how much he's hurt me.
Should i I just continue moving on and leave things broken, or slowly start making eye contact with him when I see him around, and go from there?
Also WHY is he being so cold and hurtful towards me? It's not as if I cheated on him, but he acts as if I did something awful.