But from this year we started having a lot of arguments and he said some hurtful things and we didn't understand each other. He got annoyed at me for not understanding him, and he was saying I should know him better since it's over a year. I also felt like he wasn't listening to my opinions and said that I was wrong, and also cutting me off midsentence to give an excuse, then we'd veer off topic. I wouldn't be able to say what I wanted.
Last time we talked, he thinks that I can't think for myself, and the only reason I got this close with him is because I was always following him and he always initiated things.
I've always been indecisive and don't want to regret things. Everything was good before this year, but things started to change when he lost his job and my parents started to tell me that being with him wasn't a good idea. They think that he's lazy and only does what he wants to do, which I feel is true.
I told him that if things didn't change, in regards to him getting a job and him not neglecting me, saying that he 'has to look after someone' and it was always a girl when it was also the only chance for us to meet up in a long time.
He decided to break up with me, as he knows that I'm not happy. I kept thinking about breaking up as well, but was scared to do it, but also scared to stay.
I still feel attached to him and want to talk to him, but I feel that the same things will repeat.
He said he loves me still but he agrees that all these things will repeat. I feel that everytime a problem comes up, he doesn't want to compromise and fix things, saying that's who he is and he can't change. T