But suddenly he stopped speaking to me and acting very awkward around me, and because I missed him, I realised I liked him. I've tried to speak to him and ask him what happened since confessing that I liked him so him, but I didn't want to step on his toes, so I've not spoken to him in about 9 months.
About 4 months ago I randomly messaged him "I love you aha" and he just replied with "?" and nothing else other than a thumbs up emoji.
In all honesty, I feel like he broke me. I miss him so much and I'm not interested in anyone else. A few days ago, I realised it was a year since we first met, and it hit me at a weird time and I started crying because I still miss him so much.
He has been in a relationship for 5 months, so I shouldn't try to speak to him. How do I get over him though, because I am still so attatched to him and it's not gone away at all in 10 months.