After a few rows my ex left me, before he left I found out I was pregnant with him he was on nights at work so I didn't tell him, before I did he left me, when I told him he one minute accused me of lying the next he wanted me to have a termination, even after me offering him proof he still wasn't having any of it nor was his family.
My ex said he wanted me to have a termination which eventually I did and it broke my heart, my ex has never got in touch to even see what I did or if I'm ok.
My ex became very bitter and nasty towards me, was going to take everything out the house, sold my sons car seat on his Facebook, completely turned his back on my son and wouldn't have a thing to do with me, wouldn't even text me over the house contents or about the house he would only text my Dad.
6 weeks after we split my ex had a new girlfriend, I found out a few days later it's his ex whic 2007 which made no sense, soon enough their was pictures of her, him and her child on Facebook like my son never meant anything to him.
I'm really struggling at the mintue to understand how he could do this and to deal with the devastation he left behind, it's hard to see him living this happy amazing life while I'm so unhappy and I'm struggling to deal with the devastation of it all, people say it gets easier but as each day goes on i feel more alone and the pain seems to get worse. I'm wondering if anyone has any advice on how to cope? As at the moment it seems impossible..