When I look at the whole thing it's odd.
On one hand I did have strong feelings for my ex, but on the other hand our relationship was downright pathetic at best. I'm not sure the relationship is worth going after again but realizing how much she cares about me and how much I hurt her over a misunderstanding makes me kind of want her back. I'm so confused.
Oh and to put a tip on everything, just when I started to distract myself from all this, I saw a post from my long time crush about how hot military guys are.
I am officially and emotionally dead.