Most Helpful Guy
My rule of thumb is to never date people you work with to avoid those type of awkward situations. Live and learn. Is it possible to work a different shift?
Most Helpful Girl
Girl you need help. That's not a good sign. You are likely suffering from some form of depression and it is wrecking your health. I strongly suggest therapy in cases like this. You can't cope with this alone and need someone professional with skills to help you get through this.