Anyway, I obviously replied (purely because i'm a sucker and still love him) and eventually met up with him that day.
We had a brief meeting, but it was amazing, we had such a laugh, flirted and just caught up BUT he did advise me that he's not right in the head and is no longer eating, basically slowly destroying himself! So naturally, my brain is obviously thinking "Woohoo, this might be promising"... previously, if we've spoken or met up, he's instantly ignored me... until I vanish off the face of the earth and he comes back, but this time it felt more genuine.
The conversation carried on after the meet up and we finally became friends on Facebook after so long, but since then, he's acting like he's no longer interested in talking, back on the dating websites (After telling me he's lost interest) ALL the time and after me reaching out to him after an upsetting family emergency the interest in actually being there appears to be non-existant and the want to read any of my messages is no longer important to him.
Call me stupid, but I've been lead down the garden path right? Attention seeking?
I've wanted more than anything to move on and get over him, but he's just constantly fucking with my head when I eventually move on!