The relationship felt really one sided. We have been broken up for a little over a month and he blocked me on everything, because I was so heartbroken and constantly messaging him which i regret but whats done is done. so we didn't really get any closure. He said maybe one day we can try the relationship again but i think i ruined that because he blocked me.
I just feel like I'm never going to meet a guy that I will like that much again.
And it hurts knowing that he's probably completely moved on and forgot all about me and I'm still broken. I still keep having flashbacks of all of the good times we had and how he used to sing in the car and how we used to feed eachother junk food and all the little things.
But he flirted with other girls and hid our relationship at work (because we have a seasonal job together)
I felt like something was off about our relationship and right now I don't know what to do. I gave up on trying to talk to him and tell him how I feel because he doesn't care and I dont wanna be with someone just because they feel guilted into it.
I really need advice from anyone.