Most Helpful Girl
All I'm reading here is a man that has given hope on relationships that can make it through the storm.
I know you probably thought you marriage was strong enough it withstand any battle, but it wasn't.
That doesn't mean that you cannot find a relationship with a woman, that will be solid, strong and last many years.
Don't give up hope.
You'll have the relationship and biological family you want some day.
Most Helpful Guy
Actually, it's very difficult for single people of either sex to adopt. The law and the adoption agencies have a strong preference for married couples. I would recommend that you apply to be a foster parent and see how that works out for you. Going from single to parent is a HUGE adjustment and it will show you (and the world) that you're capable of taking care of a child without a meltdown.