A big problem, however, is that he bought a town home in my college town (an hour from where he was currently residing) because we both were so sure of us working out. It cost him $130,000, and he's been so busy with it. Each day he tells me what he got done (painted the walls, did this, did that, "so tiring but it's worth it," etc). And I feel SO guilty because I never persuaded him not to. I encouraged it.. I thought I loved him.
but I don't, my feelings came and went with the season, literally. And on top of it, there's this other guy at my school that I keep running into since we live in the same building. He's single, and the way he looks at me... Just makes me weak at my knees... I know I don't know him at all, and it's lust, but he just looks like my actual dream man.. And through stalking his Facebook, he seems much more compatible with me since we are both artists and have the same vibe. I just feel struck with this other guy... And then I have to remind myself I'm in a relationship.. With someone i somehow lost complete feelings for. How is that even possible?
What do I do and how do I do it?