but i'm not even attracted to other guys and it's been months.
we dated very breifly. it got complicated and triangley so i bowed out. he's dating this other girl now because i told him i wouldn't fight for him.
i had meant that i wanted him to choose me. to want to be with me. to obviously, no question about it, want me. and my ego stepped in when he even mentioned the possibility of another girl. so i tossed him to her. and now i need to get over it and move forward... struggling.