Most Helpful Girl
do you really want to have her back? i dont think you want that, just give her space, dont contact her anymore, she will be better.
Most Helpful Guy
"Space... The final frontier"
I'm going to give you some advice as a brother... You need to let this one go... The more you try the more she's going to lose further respect for you... Salvage what self respect you have left... You sound like a great guy, and believe me when I say I know how much it hurts... But it's time to take a dip down into the waters... feel the pain... And then dry yourself off, get back up on your horse and start ridding again.
Sorry for all of the mixed analogies, but you have to realize that you are worth more then what you are allowing yourself in the present, and if you don't do something about it you're going to make things a hell of a lot worse for yourself in your recovery. If she loves you she will come back around, if not... The right woman for you will!