We've been broken up for eight months - I ended it but only because I thought he was going to since things got so distant. But there's the unrealistic side of me that thinks maybe that's not what he wanted after all. I mean when we broke up he didn't give me a reason, no explanation. Just told me I'm smart funny and talented, I'm an amazing person, and said I don't belong with someone like him... WTF how is there any closure in a breakup like that? Would someone just say those things to be nice? Or did I walk away from the person I love over absolutely nothing? I keep thinking that I screwed up, but I can't be sure, and honestly I don't want to be that desperate type of ex that emails him and makes him wish I'd never reached out, but I also don't want to go the rest of my life wondering.
I want to say something like "you'll always have a place in my heart and in my life" or there's always room in my life / heart oh my god as I'm writing this I can only think how pathetic I am.