I'm ashamed of loving him so much?
What Guys Said 1
"It showed how crazy about him I was. Then I felt a sense of shame."
You made a mistake and that's okay, we've all wanted something so badly that we'd ignore people's advice, overlook potential red flags and even lie to ourselves about it to make things work.
You've done it, i've done it and Aaron Rodgers has done it.
It sucks that things didn't work out, it sucks that everyone knows about it but you've got to do the following:
- Own it
- learn from it
- Move on.
What Girls Said 1
It is normal. You loved him with everything you had and that isn't an easy thing to do. You love and trusted him. Knowing that he broke the trust makes you want to say, "he didn't deserve my love."
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