Been with my guy on/ off for two years. He's lied about some pretty horrendous stuff.
I know he doesn't care about me anymore, that much is obvious. He left me with a flat tyre in the middle of nowhere the other day in the evening with not even a care in the world. I went round his tonight, and all he wanted was sex. He kept telling me to 'get naked' and if I refused he got so angry, until I agreed. But I wasn't in the mood for anything which really angered him up. I said I was going home and he locked the door and refused to let me past, I tried to get out the backdoor but he yelled and yelled. I put up with this behaviour because I'm afraid I'll have no one if I lose him. I've lost so many friends because of boyfriends I tend to choose them over friends. What will I do if I lose him and have no one? X
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It's better to be alone than with an abuser I promise, even though it might not feel like that now. He will continue to make you miserable and it will only escalate. Nothing good will ever come from continuing with this guy. You have poor self-esteem and that's really something you should work on. You should break up with this guy now and completely move on from him forever and focus on yourself. Not get into another relationship. You need to fix yourself before you can have a good relationship with a guy. Being in a relationship just to not be alone should is not something you should do. If you one day find someone that you feel a deep emotional connection with and who really treats you like a lady then you can consider a relationship with him, but not until then.
Work on your self-esteem, do things you enjoy, learn that you can be happy being single, make new friends.0