All I can think about is what she is doing now. I wonder if she thinks about me and If so why aren't we together. It sucks to think about it but she dumped me in March, then we got together back in June for a few weeks because she regretted leaving me. We then ended up getting in arguments about how we spent our time and she said she didn't want to be with me again. So its been about 5 months since I've seen her until a few days ago and now she is basiclly the only thing on my mind.
People say you sometimes have to fight for love, which I do love her still after everything she's done, but I just dont want to look like an idiot chasing a girl who may not want to be with me. I miss the way we kissed and used to be together. She's asked to be friends before which I respectfully declined knowing I can only be with this girl as her lover. She claimed to be doing well, which I was happy about and said she was leaving for the summer to work in BC. Im just wondering if a friend request is a little sign or if I'm just completely overthinking it?