Recently, we've been getting on a tiny bit. He's been talking to other girls and all the rest, which is his right. But I guess it's just been getting me down a little knowing he's really moving on.
Despite feeling so hurt and almost angry at him, anytime I see him, my whole face lights up and I just beam at him happily.
I feel like in falling apart inside when I do see him, so I don't get why I get so uncontrollably smiley. He smiles back to be fair, looking kind of amused/surprised really.
I just don't get it I guess. Why does this always happen?