Fast forward a couple months, he tells me he isn't happy. He feels like I put him into a box. And has basically put all of the blame and all of our fights on me.. I came home for the holidays, and that's when he broke up with me. He said he wants to be alone. But at the same time, he wants to be with me. He loves me, but he doesn't. He wants to fix this, but he wants to give up. He tells me I should let go, but not to because he doesn't know what he wants.
This is all messing with my head and my heart so badly. I'm so far from him again and I feel so helpless. I've asked him if we can fix it, he's told me no every time because he needs to be alone. I'm way too in love with him. I just need to know.. should I hold onto him and see if this all works out, or try and let go? I want this all to work out so badly.. and my heart just aches to be with him and I feel like I lost the best part of me..
- Hold on