Most Helpful Guy
there is no need for mind games. you are making your self "look happy" ? to get under his skin , yet you want to see him crawl back , and yet you don't know if you'll take him back.
What is it like in your head? that sounded like three different people in less than 30 seconds of writing. that was a total chaotic crazy rant.
You need to do absolutely nothing he doesn't need insanity and you need to take a break from thinking.
it is time to stop the social media only idiots post what they do to make themselves seemingly look like their lives are even a bit remotely interesting on hopes other homely people "like" or care. when you know deep down they don't care at all. they are too busy doing the same.
move on he has better people to meet
Most Helpful Girl
For your emotional well-being and to help you finally move on, I say delete him. It's been 6 months and I doubt he would even notice that. And as for the crawling back part... We all wished for that at some point but that simply does not happen.