But my friends (former now) turned her against me, telling her things that weren't true and I've now lost the only good thing I've ever had in my life. I tired everything I could to fix things but the damage was already done, and now she looks right through me, lies to me and at work will barley ackowledge me. Most did this because they weren't happy I wasn't always available anymore to do what they wanted, and I've learnt recenlty that one turned her against me to drive me away so he could spend time with her, he doesn't love her he just wants to use her to boost his ego!
Trying to handle all this everyday and seeing them at work as well I decided to leave my job and this town. It hurts to much thinking about it and seeing them everyday. I also figured it is the best thing I can do for her, if my presence is making her feel awkward then leaving was something i had to do, the last good act i can do for her, even if she'll never realise it's all for her.
The outcome now is that in one weeks time I have no job, and will be having to move out of my flat with nowhere lined up to go. I have no idea what to do now, I have enough to jump between for hotels for a few weeks, but I can't thinik straight about anything else. Somehow I'm going to have to live with the pain and anger from this, I've past my breaking point and just can't cope with what's happened. As far as work goes I don't even know how I'll be able to get another job, I don't want to even talk to or see other people around, I just want to be on my own to try and deal with