This is a tough one. I think I might be heartbroken. I met my ex back in 2009 online. We talked as friends for 3 years and decided to be more.. She lives in Texas and me Indiana. Now without telling my whole life story, I wanted to get away from the bs of my life so far so I moved down there. No feelings whatsoever. I spent 2 and a half years with her. She gave me her heart! Lots of things happened through that time, I was a jerk, she snored, etc. We ended up arguing like crazy. It didn't work out. I finally gave in and moved back home. 6 months later I thought of her, (I kinda never stopped thinking about her lol spend 3 years with someone and you'll understand) and decided to show interest as a friend, but only to find out that she was with someone else. For the past 6 days I can't stop thinking about her, I keep going through the time in Texas in my mind. I can't focus. Am I just insecure or am I going through the you don't know what you have til it's gone thing?