I cried at night and all day almost everyday for a while til the pain went away. Not to mention I was getting drunk every other night. Anyway man other than me being totally out of shape right now I feel as though the pain my first love caused traumatized me to the point in scared to love another woman I'm so serious. It's not even loving another, it's what if she leaves me like she did.
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You definitely are suffering from a broken heart and I'm sorry for it. It's not a good feeling and I can 100% relate and empathize with you. Things also never worked out with my first love but I can assure you that there's a perfectly valid reason why you are going through all this... and that is to help get you to the right person for you. I get that if feels like she was the right one for you but I can promise you that she's not. The right girl is out there and you have to go through this separation now in order to someday be happy with someone way better for you. I never believed this but now that I'm in a relationship with a great guy who is 10 thousand times better for me than my first love I can finally see why it happened. I cried for many days over a guy who was never even my mr right no matter how right it felt back then.