The interaction was confusing. We were both happy to see each other and it was good overall. We hugged and sat close. We talked about many things but then we started talking about our relationship and it went south from there.
She talked about what she did wrong in the relationship but didn't apoligize for it. It was more like she broke it down how one problem lead to another. It got me upset because she recognized she didn't know how to communicate with me but recognizing it this late does nothing.
She also told me she dated a guy she knew I had a problem with. I always suspected she cheated on me with him but never confirmed.
She told me she misses me but hasn't been happy since we broke up. she's tried dating but it hasn't worked out because she's not over us.
What bothered me the most is that even though after everything that was said she still didn't want to get back together. It was a nice talk over all but why would she do all this if she didn't want to get back together. Why would she bring up our relationship and tell me she now knows why it didn't work if she's not willing to try again? Why tell me she misses me and LOVES me if she doesn't want to get back together? She said she doesn't think she'll ever love anyone as much as she loves me and that she's not happy without me so why go through all that trouble?
Needles too say i cut off all contact with her and told her to never look for me again.