Present: (4 Months Later) I have made huge changes to my life, been clean for a little over three months, left the job I hated, went back to school to become an EMT (I am gradauting in March), got professional issues to deal with my anger, a lot has changed and I feel happier than ever. The only thing is my ex has decided to move on. I tried calling her Jan 31 to apologize for hurting her/ the way I treated her and ask her to take me back. She told me than that she is seeing someone else and I should move on.
I still love this girl soo much. I let my circumstances poison me and in return I destroyed our relationship. I do not understand how she was able to move on so fast when there has not been a day since we broke up that I do not think of her. This guy is one of her classmates and from the sound of it they became freinds around September. Im guessing that when our relationship started going downhill she went to him for the support she wasn't getting from me anymore.
Is there anything I can do that can convince her that I am not same person I was and ask her to give me another chance?