He knew how much I liked him and he just used me and did not care one bit, as he fed me various lies and promises. So a couple weeks ago I cut him off for good (deleted from social media, I told him off, etc). Yet, now I feel so empty. Like the person I was when I was seeing him is gone now too. When I met him I was soaring. My body was rockin; I was confident as hell. I felt as gorgeous as everyone told me I was.
now, even with compliments and being asked out continuously, I don't want any of it and I feel gross. I know I've gained a few pounds. I see it on my body. Maybe 5 pounds. I don't feel sexy or desirable anymore, or that I WANT to be. It's as if now that I don't have him to get ready for, I don't want to at all. I wanted to hoe it up over break, lol I've only slept with 2 guys total but I really wanted to... And I just can't. Each day I walk in circles and nothing excites me like I had when I was talking with him... Even when what we had was bullshit. I just really wanted to get to know him and I really hoped we would make something... But he's young and just wants to have fun. He's livin it up and I'm stuck here feeling broken and it's all my fault.
what do I do?