I know I don't love him anymore, it's just I feel so empty and lifeless. I spend most of the time being alone, watching a movie, listening to music, playing my guitar, but I have no will for any sort of interaction. I became a boring person, because I need isolation and peace. I don't care about people and what they do. I am not curious about them. I went on couple of dates with ok guys, but I was uninterested. The thing is, a year after breakup and I just feel I need to chill and be alone. I know I have to get up and do something, but I just feel nothing. If I go to party my mind is absent, I can't study, I find most of conversations boring. I tried to go out, I dance, I sing , but I feel uninterested and empty deep down inside.
How to help myself? How to find joy and get my life back?
Thank you in advance