I met this girl last summer in July and during the time between then and February, she's always been trying to get me to be her boyfriend. I always kept saying no because I was still in love with another girl and I didn't want to ruin my chance of getting her back if there ever was a time i could. But i started losing hope on her and then i knew no one else would wanna be with me so then i said yes to her. So then we dated (kinda) for over 2 months. It honestly wasn't any different then how we were when we were just "friends". But during the whole relationship, i never felt any happier, instead i was feeling more and more depressed.. and then right after i said yes to her, that girl i liked came back around and texted me for the first time in a few months and i was still in love with her.. then recently we haven't been talking very much to each other.. she'd always end up leaving while we're texting or she'd fall asleep without saying anything.. she always told me that she'd always love me no matter what i did or say and that she'd never leave me. She asked me if i wanted to break up with her for any kind of reason and i said "kinda" and i told her it was because i wasn't any happier, how we werent close lately, and that i wasn't in love with her like she was with me.. then she got all upset and really mad at me and said that she hated me and wanted nothing to do with me... So does she really hate me and want me gone? or is she just saying that and doesn't really mean it?