I was in a relationship and to make a long story short, she had BPD and was emotionally abusive. She destroyed my confidence and made me feel worthless. It has been a challenge getting that confidence back. I am with another woman now but I keep worrying I am not good enough and that she deserves better. I also feel stupid that love blinded me and allowed me to go along with the emotional abuse and manipulation for so long. Has anyone else experienced this?