Honestly John I do still love you and in love with you but some things aren't meant. Plus you have something beautiful and there's no way in HELL I would mess it up. So yes I will always feel comfortable talking to you about anything.
To be COMPLETELY real with you I haven't loved another man the same since you. I loved you more than I loved me and that's fucked up but it is what it is.
I know he is still in love with me but he messed up!! Thanks