Why on Earth do I want her back?

She broke up with me, technically. Treated me like garbage after the break up and during the 'break.' She was cold and heartless when the only reason things really ended was because of distance. And that was months ago after only dating for a couple of months.

So why do I want her back? Why do I feel lost without her? I have asked out other girls since then but have only been ambivalent towards them and did it just for the public (friend's and family's sake, to show that I'm moved on) but every night the ex is the last person I think of and every morning she's the first person I think of. And I'm dreaming of her constantly and remembering the dreams. I never remember my dreams.

Is something wrong with me?
Why on Earth do I want her back?
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