She broke up with me, technically. Treated me like garbage after the break up and during the 'break.' She was cold and heartless when the only reason things really ended was because of distance. And that was months ago after only dating for a couple of months.
So why do I want her back? Why do I feel lost without her? I have asked out other girls since then but have only been ambivalent towards them and did it just for the public (friend's and family's sake, to show that I'm moved on) but every night the ex is the last person I think of and every morning she's the first person I think of. And I'm dreaming of her constantly and remembering the dreams. I never remember my dreams.
Is something wrong with me?
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Hehe we never really know why we like a person. Maybe all her good qualities outweigh the bad qualities to you and you can't help still liking her. But if its over and there's nothing you can do you just have to remind yourself that you deserve better than her. I totally know what you mean because I've absolutely been there...but sometimes we just have to get over it really slowly even tho it sux a lot.Sometimes at night I think about this guy even tho I know its definitely over but I used to let myself hug my pillow and pretend it was him (I know its so pathetic) but now if I want to hug my pillow I just sleep without one because I know its bad for me to still think of him and I have to let myself move on and be happy. I hope this helped.0