I was with a guy for a while things were amazing and we adored eachother... Things ended on bad terms. But we soon got talking again and the feelings were still exactly the same, but this time he didn't want a relationship so I said I'd rather just be friends than get disappointed when I get more feelings... After this he didn't have a second of time for me... We booked to go and see a show together this month.. And after everything we decided to go, even after him saying he didn't think he could as it would be sad. We went it was great the feelings were still there, and during the show he held my hand, I know I love him but I let go... I think he's with someone new now but he wouldn't stop looking at me and he says I give him massive panic attack and make him nervous whys this? If he's got someone new?