Most Helpful Guy
when you change in relationship to become a different person for the one you loved... know this is a bad sign and proof that you're in wrong relationship. who really loves you... would love to see you behave as you are (not begging on your knees).
what's happened has happened, continue trying to know the reasons won't change anything.
the problem is you don't want to learn from your mistakes and you want keep doing the same thing... which going to feeds your negative feelings and will make you hate yourself more.
that person's message was clear ( I cheated on u)... you've to see things in a different way to recognize what's wrong and what's right.
stop looking for answers with excuses and look for a way to prevent that mistake from happening again.
at least you still have a chance.
Most Helpful Girl
You may never figure out the reason why if you hadn't ask, but most of the time it has nothing to do with you and sometimes it does, however he was thinking about himself, and if he wasn't getting something from you, he didn't mention it so how were you to know. He wanted it all, he wanted to have his cake and eat it too and unfortunately you were the only one to get hurt, never blame yourself I suppose, and if you two ever talk again, you can ask him.