Most Helpful Guy
no guy wants a girl like that, a girl who feels guilty for having a guy, you have too many issues.
your not going to get anyone if you dont really want them.
Most Helpful Girl
First, having a boyfriend long-distance is the first red flag but I mean I can understand that you didn't want to hurt him. Secondly, If there is anything I learned from past relationships is that I should never accept a guy because I feel guilty. It made things go downhill. He was able to manipulate me to do many things I didn't want to do.
I think the best advice to give to you is to get over him. Since you've already developed feelings, it will be really hard to forget him. It may be shorter, but it depends on how you take on the situation. Also reflect, but not too much where you are accusing yourself for your actions. However reflecting won't help unless you make sure you don't make the same mistakes again.
I wish you luck with your situation.