About a a week ago he asked why I never text him first. He said if you love someone you'd check up on them. I told him I would text first but I don't want to bother him.
he works night shift 4 days a week then when he's off he's resting, so I don't want to bother him. And in the past I would text him and he'd ignore me, so it's made me afraid to. And now I haven't heard from him in a couple days.